It's the feelings that kills the game
Never gonna be so serious again :)
2009年11月7日土曜日
2009年11月3日火曜日
Delusions.
LOSING GRIP AND FALLING APART.
i can go on and on but nothing will come out of it.
except for all those hurtful words and rejections.
it's so hard to believe, so hard to accept, so hurtful to know.
i'm still me! i'm still rudy!
still the guy who loves his long hair.
still the guy who sings.
still the guy who learns the piano.
still the guy who skates. its been a long time since i wore my skates.
still the guy who loves drawing and design.
still the guy who has an attitude problem, sometimes venting it at his poor friends.
still the guy who sometimes don't realize what others does for him.
still the guy who shaves. O.o
still the guy addicted to coffee.
still the guy who calls himself sexy all the time.
still the guy attracted to confident girls. IN HEELS!
sorry to be a spoiler, but i need to add one more thing....
i kinda like wearing the NO. 4 army uniform now.
being a jackass and fooling around has helped me get my mind of things.
i need the will.
i can go on and on but nothing will come out of it.
except for all those hurtful words and rejections.
it's so hard to believe, so hard to accept, so hurtful to know.
i'm still me! i'm still rudy!
still the guy who loves his long hair.
still the guy who sings.
still the guy who learns the piano.
still the guy who skates. its been a long time since i wore my skates.
still the guy who loves drawing and design.
still the guy who has an attitude problem, sometimes venting it at his poor friends.
still the guy who sometimes don't realize what others does for him.
still the guy who shaves. O.o
still the guy addicted to coffee.
still the guy who calls himself sexy all the time.
still the guy attracted to confident girls. IN HEELS!
sorry to be a spoiler, but i need to add one more thing....
i kinda like wearing the NO. 4 army uniform now.
being a jackass and fooling around has helped me get my mind of things.
i need the will.
2009年11月1日日曜日
TURRET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Day out with my camp mates ah yao and cg!
Went to BBDC in the morning and then to Westmall to meet them.
Swam at CSC for awhile. DAMN sian because there was no sun. LMAO.
cannot tanned, wasted.
been a long time since i took pictures.
ah yao and i.
cg very fast changed to his clothes alr. so can't catch him in his trunks. haha
WA KAO ah yao behind like ghost right?!
headed to Party World at Clementi next for karaoke session.
its very worth it. $17.50 with 2 free drinks and tidbits per head.
plus the songs at Party World are very updated.
sang for 4 hours.
LMAO!
EMOTIONAL
HAHA
fun day.
Went to BBDC in the morning and then to Westmall to meet them.
Swam at CSC for awhile. DAMN sian because there was no sun. LMAO.
cannot tanned, wasted.
been a long time since i took pictures.
ah yao and i.
cg very fast changed to his clothes alr. so can't catch him in his trunks. haha
WA KAO ah yao behind like ghost right?!headed to Party World at Clementi next for karaoke session.
its very worth it. $17.50 with 2 free drinks and tidbits per head.
plus the songs at Party World are very updated.
sang for 4 hours.
LMAO!
EMOTIONALHAHA
fun day.
2009年10月29日木曜日
phew...
one moment i didn't felt like keeping this blog anymore.
the next, i thought of all the memories i had here.
And so my birthday had passed. (:
i enjoyed it even though it wasn't as great as last year. LMAO!
anyway those who i wanted with me were there. that's important.
oh and i got great gifts! hahaha! esp from Michele and Chienhock
camp has been boring lately, but i realized i'm actually smiling more in camp.
perhaps it is because of the people i mixed with. laughing everyday.
probably going swimming and then singing this saturday with my campmates.
but only probably, because even though it's confirmed, things tend to crop up last min.
btw i had a very very big Dejavu this afternoon!
while i was watching the Deeparaya(Deepavali + Hari Raya) performance in camp.
i felt it so much that i just stop laughing and stunned for a few seconds.
weird...
got my technician coverall today.
lemme show it here.
i thought it was quite sexy.
unzip only can become flasher already! so cool right?
LMAO
life ain't bad at all. i just blame myself for not being good enough.
i'll be better.
the next, i thought of all the memories i had here.
And so my birthday had passed. (:
i enjoyed it even though it wasn't as great as last year. LMAO!
anyway those who i wanted with me were there. that's important.
oh and i got great gifts! hahaha! esp from Michele and Chienhock
camp has been boring lately, but i realized i'm actually smiling more in camp.
perhaps it is because of the people i mixed with. laughing everyday.
probably going swimming and then singing this saturday with my campmates.
but only probably, because even though it's confirmed, things tend to crop up last min.
btw i had a very very big Dejavu this afternoon!
while i was watching the Deeparaya(Deepavali + Hari Raya) performance in camp.
i felt it so much that i just stop laughing and stunned for a few seconds.
weird...
got my technician coverall today.
lemme show it here.
i thought it was quite sexy.
unzip only can become flasher already! so cool right?
LMAO
life ain't bad at all. i just blame myself for not being good enough.
i'll be better.
2009年10月13日火曜日
update
SAF delayed our pay for quite awhile. hahaha my sergeant told us he waited by the atm until 10am wanting to go eat, but the f****** pay pay still haven't come. HAHA imagine some people sitting at the atm waiting for their pay, to go chiong. would be cursing luh! hahaha... and NO i didn't do that. :D
haven't even touch my pathetic pay yet.
gonna treat my family big big this coming sat. WOW
did guard duty on Sunday, did a drill on how to apprehend trespassers. it was relax luh, because the 'trespassers' were our friends. no one would be stupid enough to wonder into an army camp in Singapore anyway.
i opted for prowling because sentry duties were basically standing by the gate for hours and feeding the mosquitoes. prowling is much more 'fun'.
i was buddied with another guy who was not arm trained, means he can't use a rifle. he had to use the baton and shield like the Spartans. so as we prowled throughout the perimeters of the camp, we came across a 'trespasser'! LMAO! anyway all i did was aimed my rifle at the trespasser until everything was done...... so boring, cannot open fire.
Saturday, met up with mermer and sam to attend regina's 21st birthday celebration at Sentosa. after which we left early to go drink at eve. i was a good boy and didn't drink.... much. because there is guard duty the next day(refer to top). reached home only at 3 plus.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
haven't even touch my pathetic pay yet.
gonna treat my family big big this coming sat. WOW
did guard duty on Sunday, did a drill on how to apprehend trespassers. it was relax luh, because the 'trespassers' were our friends. no one would be stupid enough to wonder into an army camp in Singapore anyway.
i opted for prowling because sentry duties were basically standing by the gate for hours and feeding the mosquitoes. prowling is much more 'fun'.
i was buddied with another guy who was not arm trained, means he can't use a rifle. he had to use the baton and shield like the Spartans. so as we prowled throughout the perimeters of the camp, we came across a 'trespasser'! LMAO! anyway all i did was aimed my rifle at the trespasser until everything was done...... so boring, cannot open fire.
Saturday, met up with mermer and sam to attend regina's 21st birthday celebration at Sentosa. after which we left early to go drink at eve. i was a good boy and didn't drink.... much. because there is guard duty the next day(refer to top). reached home only at 3 plus.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
2009年10月4日日曜日
小宇 - 說分手之後
A very nice song.
不是別人 就是我們 從陌生人變情人
關於愛我總無奈 是你讓我有天分
你的動人 變成傷人 過程有點不婉轉
你卻提醒我存在 明白痛的可能
就這樣 比我勇敢
因為你走了 我走不開
我的愛沒有限制期 就算只是朋友的距離
把我全部的愛留給你 就在你說分手之後
我知道已經來不及 但我也不會去說明
把我全部的愛留給你 就在你說分手之後
went to CSC to sing K with a couple of friends today. haha it was fun. sang that song on top 3 times. lmao. we wanna 'practice our vocals'. so many stuff i wanna blog about. but gotta report to camp early tmr.
so gdnight to myself. (:
2009年9月27日日曜日
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